Monday, April 25, 2011

euphoria..a feeling or state of intense excitement and happpiness

What exactly does it take to reach this state of mind?? and no.. i'm not talking about drugs or anything of the like... just plain and simple,, happiness:)
For some, this feeling may be induced by crazy thrill-seeking stunts, the laughter of a close friend, or simply just the gentle touch of a loved one.
..I have recently found my 'happiness,' and this, I wouldn't trade for anything in the  entire world!!
What is this happiness you may ask?? Well, even if you don't ask, I will tell you:)
It is everything!! Every single little thing in my life just makes it so euphoric in nature. Sure, there are down times, in which I would love nothing more than to just crawl in a hole and die, but isn't that what creates the amazing moments in life!?! If we had nothing to compare the amazing things to, there would be no amazing things! So, I would argue that the horrible moments in ones life are in fact the very moments that make that persons life wonderful:) 
For instance,, last night just might have been one of the worst nights of my life, but as I said my goodnight prayers and woke up the next morning I was the happiest girl in the world! Just because I had bad experiences to compare my mediocre experiences to. 
So.. as you go throughout your life, and bear through your trials (as we all will have to do) just realize that when it is over, your normal every day situations will give you euphoria :):) peace out.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

f.a.v.o.r.i.t.e.s.




   
 L.o.v.e.
 Inspire
Dis-cover
Create
Exhilarate
p e a c e
LAUGH
Enjoy


Along with these favorites.. there are a few people that make my life worth living (:
(well... okay a lot:)

FAMILY
there is no more important thing in the world to me than a good family.. & i am so blessed to have been born into an amazing one! now,, i'll be the first to say that my family isn't perfect.. far from! but life isn't about being perfect.. it is about giving everything you do, everything you have & improving every day of your life. i am so glad that we all have the opportunity to make every situation better than it was before :) and on the subject of family.. i will admit. i cannot wait to be a wife and mother!! (i know it wont be for a while, but a girl can dream, right)
Mom.. Dad.. Jared.. Jacob..Stacey.. Zoey.. Logan.. Justin.. Jordan.. Josh.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!:)

.Court Johnson Iorg.
If I had one wish, it would be to spend every day with him:)
Not a minute goes by that he doesn't enter my mind, & every time i think of him I have to thank my heavenly father for having such an amazing person in my life!! 
I never would have imagined that throughout my high school experiences I would have found the love of my life,, but I can honestly say that I have.
I love you Court:)
Taylor & Courtney
Wow.. I don't think there is a memory I have from 5th to 10th grade without one of them in it!
These girls have given me more happiness and joy than I know what to do with!
Just a few of our amazing memories include...
..vegas monster jam
..sleeping in the freezing cold truck trying not to get frost bite
..kidnapping taylor and jasmine for their fifteenth birthday [fail]
..playing in the cinemark fountain with bubbles
..thinking we were the best thing that happened to this world in sixth grade
..the many late night talks of how were going to grow old together
..yaya!!(courtney)
..riding our bikes to american fork because i was mad at my mom(taylor)
..sluffing third period and sitting in the bathrooms in ninth grade(courtney)
..ps..sorry i ratted you out..
..spotting each other on handsprings in your back yard every day getting ready for cheer(taylor)
..BRAWL..smashed my head into the door, the cause still remains unknown. good memories(courtney)
..walking to macys just to get a $.25 soda(taylor)
..taking a nap while you copy my homework after a long stressful day of high school(courtney)
..screaming cher down the freeway(taylor)
..saint george:)
..last night(taylor)

and many, many more to come:)
i love you girls so much!

~C h e e r~
.I hate writing this knowing that our friendships will not always be as strong as they currently are.
I feel as if these girls know a part of me that no one ever has..
They have witnessed every side of me there is..(and no.. that doesn't mean i am schizophrenic)
There's something that happens among girls when put into a setting such as this. and it is amazing!
So many friendships are cultivated and we see each other differently than others do.
These girls aren't just my friends, we have a special bond I believe no one can break!
They truly are my sisters:) 


i.love.you.all.
  

 


 



Friday, April 8, 2011

Nothingness

My first post... intense..
i have been contemplating lately whether or not to start this little blog of mine, but have recently come to the conclusion that yes.. i will be writing my life down on the internet.. not like facebook hasn't been taking up loads of my time already.

So.. there is only one simple question.. what shall i 'blog' about?? There is nothing extremely exciting or intensely interesting about my life.. just another person living another life. But there HAS to be something that differentiates me from you, the one 'purpose' i have in life i still have yet to dis.cover.. but isn't that what this whole life is about?? Does anyone ever reach that moment of complete completeness?? Maybe some do.. but as for me.. i will remain here.. 'blogging' 'dis.covering'